slightly left of center thoughts

September 13, 2006

To all watchers of Rockstar: Supernova, I think you can relate to this. Nevertheless,

I think anyone who experienced being star-obsessed and fanatic will understand quite as well.

Different emotions are fighting for my attention today – fighting to be the first to be documented in my journal But I guess the strongest feeling that I have now is that with Magni, my sweet, molten hot, magnificent Magni. Magni, what happened? Supernova did not like your performance (Tommy Lee, to be exact). Though I myself could not relate with that, you still look sooo handsome on stage. You exude the exact charisma of a great rocker and artist. I guess the problem is that you fail to connect with your audience (not like Dilana and Toby Rand). Here’s a piece of advice Magni, when you perform, it’s not about “me”– Am I looking great? Do I look cool? Will I impress them? Because it should always be about “them” — Are they having fun? Can they connect with me? Is watching me an enjoyable experience for them? Okay Magni, you got that? I know, because I am a discerning audience (charing!)

To state it more clearly, I think Tommy Lee is insecure with you. You’re better looking than he is, plus, I think you’re nicer too. It’s totally awesome how you try to help your competitors and how you never went through that Dilana-bashing episode. You are also a very good family man (good, but sad for me!). I’ve once read in Reader’s Digest that the Icelanders are the happiest people on earth. And when you’re happy you exude a happy aura which makes others around you happy also. Maybe that’s why you’re the most well-behaved there, and the nicest too, with just a little hint of naughtiness, you know what I mean. Well, rockers have the right be happy, clean and nice too, just like you, Magni. Whatever happens, we are your fans (Joann and I)! And if ever you don’t win the Rockstar:Supernova lead singer position, which I think is bound to happen, we will be waiting for your CDs at Odyssey Record stores here in ‘Pinas!!

I can’t wait for the season finale, but my stomach is in knots with this gut feeling that my crush, as in CRUSH OF MY LIFE, is going to be eliminated. AAArrrrggghhhh, I can’t take it. (Joann must think I am crazy already LOL!)  Still, life goes on. Really, thanks to Magni for inspiring me to go back to my roots, which is rock n roll, alternative and grunge. Yeah, I must be a rockstar too, in my past life that is. And now I want to be one. Who knows, right?

P.S. I woke up really early for that show (based on my own standards of earliness). It’s just sad that now is the last week that I am going to wait for Wednesday and Thursday to watch Rockstar.

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~ by frozenmocha on September 13, 2006.